Lisa

"..and Now I'm Telling Everybody !"

2011-04-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

Jackson Brundage & Gavin DeGraw .

"Jeng Jeng Jeng

Jackson:

Iiiii don't wanna be anything other than

what I've been trying'na be lately.

Aaaall I have to do is think of me

and have piece of mind

Gavin:

I'M TIRED OF LOOKING ROUND ROOMS

WONDERING WHAT I GOTTA DO

AND WHO I'M SUPPOSE TO BE

IIII DON'T WANNA BE ANYTHING OTHER THAN

Both:

Meee...

Gavin:

Very Nice.

Jackson:

Thank You.

*smiles*

I've watched this thousands of times over that past few years

and I never get tired of it.

Can't wait to see Jamie's new baby sister!!!

TV Junky.

2011-02-09T01:54:00.000-08:00

Dean and Jess fighting over Rory and I can't pick which one to root for - so much that I find myself in tears every few minutes. What about the Lorelai, Luke and Christopher situation?
Brooke and Julian are finally married. And with Sweet and Low in the background, I'm as happy as happy can get.
Bones finally knows she wants Booth. Now what?
Clark and Lois are FINALLY engaged. Now the whole of America is against the heroes.
Meredith and Derek and trying to get pregnant. Callie IS pregnant. Now, what happens to McSteamy and Little Grey?!
Damon is going insane.
Sam is soulless. When is the actual Sam coming back? Then what if the soul wall breaks?!
Dan and Blair?! Now, come on!! This is driving me insane. But I LOVE it!!
Marshal's father died.
Prue, Piper and Phoebe are still trying to save themselves.
The Pretty Little Liars are just so complicated.
Nikita and Alex? Death Chip?

Okay. So maybe I do have a problem. I can't stop myself from butting into the lives of fictional characters. I've got the addiction pretty bad.

I've got exams next week. And what have I studied? Nothing.

Great Job Lisa.

MOBYA OPYHC. 15 - 19.12.2010

2010-12-19T04:09:00.000-08:00

GREEN Team // Orchids

Down - Jay Sean

(1 1 4 Parody)

Hey! Look at our score its 1 1 4!

What?! What?!

How can our score be 1 1 4?!

How? How?

*ayaiyai!!*

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go.

We've put on a show, for you to see how we loose control.

Well, we are the Green Team you can call us Orchids too.

We're all under Vicky's wing as we make our way to win!

So orchids don't worry

Though we are losing

We could still win this

Even if our score is 1 1 4!

Though we are losing

No need to worry

Even if our score is 1 1 4!

1 1 4! 1 1 4!

Even if our score is 1 1 4!

On day One we met, we barely knew anyone around.

Well, now it's all changed.

We've forged ourselves an everlasting bond.

Well, we are the Green Team you can call us Orchids too.

We're all under Vicky's wing as we make our way to win!

So orchids don't worry

Though we are losing

We could still win this

Even if our score is 1 1 4!

Though we are losing

No need to worry

Even if our score is 1 1 4!

1 1 4! 1 1 4!

Even if our score is 1 1 4!

___________________________________

Went for camp at Raub, Pahang. Had tons of fun under the Sun! Wallowed in Mud and Rain. Trekked for hours. Scraped my leg. Got bitten by a leech. Slept in a soggy tent with a bunch of whiny Screamed, Sang & Shared Traumatizing Times with AJs #2, #3, #4, #5, Omar and Anita. Had such an AWESOME time. Being home feels too weird.

SEXY KEN, AIMRAN & MY MONKEY BOY, I'm missing you !!

Scream.

2010-11-22T04:47:00.000-08:00

It's only two thin slabs of wood stuck together with a knob in the middle that separates me from the 5 other people in this home that never seem to stop howling.

The Show(S) Must Go On.

2010-09-24T03:45:00.000-07:00

MONTH OF THE 'TV SHOWS'

1. SMALLVILLE

2. BONES

3. VAMPIRE DIARIES

4. GOSSIP GIRL

5. ONE TREE HILL

6. GREY'S ANATOMY

7. SUPERNATURAL

8. HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER

9. GLEE

... and so many more that I have not been able to watch. This has to be THE BEST MONTH of 2010 - for me atleast. Next month may be exam HELL but I'm going to enjoy September the best I can.

October does have its perks though. Phuket Holiday, Adam Lambert Concert & 2 Birthdays... Then comes Finals. I haven't even started studying yet!

So,To all ya'll out there who share the same crazy Television Addiction as I do, Enjoy The Season!!!

"Sha-doop, Sha-doop." ... "Shoo-bop, Shoo-bop"

2010-08-13T08:53:00.000-07:00

No matter what has ever come to me

I've got my own brand of compony.

I've got a da da da inside my head

And I play songs back to back until I go to bed.

...

Walking, waking on a crowded street

With my headphones loud

So my hips can swing, So my head can nod

To the Rock & Roll, To the Boom Boom beat.

- Melody, Kate Earl

The Is No End, Is There?

2010-07-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

Do Circles resemble our days? Or do Ovals? Maybe Lines?

Again and again we repeat our rituals day by day. Different yet alike. Again and again we meet the same obstacles, each time with different faces. Theres no escape, therefore, there is no end, is there?

Tagging along like shadows - dark, ever changing and always there. Running as fast as we can to hide from these mysterious blurs but running doesn't help, So we turn to darkness. A place where we are alone, where nothing and noone is able to see us. Escaped yet? I think not. In darkness, we feel the emptiness. Slowly it eats us. Creeps around and destroys us like cancer.

So, a Circle, Oval, or a plain Line?

Maxxie ♥

2010-06-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

SKINS

Never before have I wished so hard that a person wasn't gay; and Never before have I been so happy to know that that particular person isn't gay.

Never before have I been fixated on a Blond English boy.

Mitch Hewer

SKINS or Britannia High

...

Personally, I think his hair in Britannia High doesn't do him any justice.

But thats for you to decide.

Tuesday, 15/6/10, 1.45 a.m.

2010-06-14T10:45:00.000-07:00

I'm watching 'Remember Me'. Man, its one draggy movie. It's late, i haven't gone to bed. I have a headache. Feels like my heads about to crack. I'm fishing around for some tag line that sums up my life right now, but i can't find one. Funny how when the bad comes, it comes all at once. Pushing and pushing you down until you've reached a low that doesn't go any lower. And only from there do things start to get better. Thing is, how long do we have to wait until things get better. I guess I'm at the starting point.
I feel like puking. I close my eyes and I see lights flashing away. The space in the middle of my forehead is in pain. Robert Pattinson looks like a royal pain. I've got an early morning ahead. Don't know what I'm gonna do.
I've got a blister on my foot.

My List Of 'M's

2010-05-23T04:16:00.000-07:00

Miranda Hart - Totally awesome Comedy Series! If you ever watch it, I can guarantee you'd laugh so hard, It would be impossible to stand while watching.
May - I hate May. The most painful month of the year.
Men - depending on their brains & height. Funny bones required.
Marcus es - I know three, and they've all got Math Brains.
Movies - I could go for days with only toilet breaks.
Music - I don't remember ever going more than 12 hours without.
AniMals - I don't like them... NOT my thing.
SuperMan - I'm practically in love with SuperMan.
Mom - My moms COOL. Seriously.
Montmatre - I HEART Montmatre. Great View.
ArMan - haha. The one I call a Plank. *wink*
AdaM LaMbert - My Favourite American Idol.

I imagined this list to be much longer.

*List Is Not In Order.*

"Sawadikaap"

2010-05-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

I was at a Thai restaurant on Mother's Day.
So they greeted us the way Thai people would.

"Sawadikap..."

*Palms together while knodding head*

"Sawadikap,..."

*Palms together while nodding head*

After lunch, while walking down the stairs, we saw a Thai carving on the wall...

my Mom says,"Look. Doesn't that look nice?"

My grandfather says,"...Looks like nonesence."

Just before we reach the end of the staircase,

"Sawadikap,..."

*Palms together while nodding head*

"Sawadikap,..."

Then my grandfather says,"Why is he praying to us?!"

I Love My Grandpa.

Love Travels.

2010-05-15T06:27:00.000-07:00

"Did you know you confuse me?

Send me on two different trains.

You say its the right destination,

But I look at my tickets, they ain't the same.

...

Ones leading straight to your heart,

The other has me falling apart.

I need some clarification.

I need Love's rotation.

And you're making me scream.

You've got me on repeat..."

- Feed Your Ego, Angel Taylor

It's 'Hectic May' All Over Again !!

2010-05-13T08:38:00.000-07:00

Hectic May

(2010 Version)

May.
The Month of the year that really gets on my nerves.
I've forgotten all about last May. All, except the fact that I was a MESS.
Exams are plain shitze!
Projects just keep piling like tax bills!
Science, Maths, History, Geography, The Phantom Of The Opera, Pahlawan Pasir Salak! !!!
I'm just so tired.
And lost!

I don't have a 'pimple season',... but pimples are popping up like bubbles in boiling water!!

!!!*SCREAM*!!!

"From Where I'm Standing..."

2010-05-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

"From where I'm standing,
You're the quiet side of the road.
You're looking so lonely
I can't stop looking at you.
Your head is hanging
trying to beat those goodbye blues."

"From where I'm standing,
I think I caught your eye.
Are you looking at me?
Cause I saw you smile.
And I'm coming over...
Gonna take things off your mind"
- Schuyler Fisk

There we are, wondering about what is to happen. It's as if making time for all the times that might not be. Our skins graze, and the feeling of warmth overcomes me. You don't seem to notice, but I have an inkling you do. Those eyes, round and sad - still you hold a vicious smile. The feelings are mutual, nothing more than the love of friendship, so I hope. Yet spaces feel haunted without you.

Tears Like Diamonds On The Floor...

2010-04-27T07:05:00.000-07:00

I miss him. So much. And it just kills me when I wonder if he misses me cause I know he doesn't. And it sucks. Convincing myself that I don't want to see him everyday just leaves me in a worse place than where I started off.

At times, when I feel free, I feel lonely. I hate, loathe, having to explain to people why I don't feel like talking. I hate that people care to ask.

Sure there are those guys who come and go. But they come and go like take away. What in the bloody hell is so damn great about him?! He isn't very good looking, not very nice, hes annoying, and I don't think I even like him very much. So why the hell do I love him?

Yeah, sure. I'm way too young to know what love is. And maybe that's true. But what I do know is once you make the mistake of flying with the fairies, its gonna take some time before you figure out life's no fairytale. And then theres the process of trying to land back on earth and knowing what you're gonna leave behind is a high that's so addictive.

...

Then theres the part where I know I've made a horrible mistake and its led to a whole different world of messy, bad things. Sure, some good has come out of it. And its the kind of good I like, the kind I'd hate to lose.

What have I done? How is it that at that specific moment everything felt like it was going to be better and suddenly everything just turns out worse.

They've Taken All My Peace And My Sanity.

2010-04-23T08:19:00.000-07:00

Stability is just something I don't have right now. Balance. Control. I'm on this super-sonic roller coaster. Confused. Annoyed. Angry. Just praying everything would slow down to a peaceful train ride. Those days where all we did was live in the moment, they're all gone. Now its all about 'what next?', 'whats not gonna get me stuck in a mess?'. No matter how much I take precaution, I end up in a messy, sticky situation that just leads to the next messy, sticky situation.
I'm so lost.
I do what I've got to. Whats expected of me. Yet, I don't feel like I've gotten anywhere with it. I try and try and look for the answers but another question comes and slaps me in the face. Sometimes, just when I think the dust has settled, another bomb erupts.

I just wish something could go right.

I Loathe Saying This...

2010-04-06T06:58:00.000-07:00

I Miss You Guys!!!

I Ching, Xuan, Sashi, Javed, Niroshan, Pasha, Eashwar, Rais, and even Keshav!!!

Aaaaah!!

I feeeeeel like dying!

I Ching... You! You haven't called me in a month!

Xuan... the only time I get to see anything thats close to being you is when I see your cousin.

Niro,.... Eeee!! Finally I don't feel that way towards you and all of a sudden its as if you're gone altogether.

Keshav... I don't even know why I miss you. We aren't even 'friends'!!!

...Which just proves how much I miss all of you!!!

This is possibly the most colourful post on my blog...

Haha! When I spellchecked this thing, all your names were highlighted except Pasha's and I Ching's 'I'.

Honestly, H.

2010-04-02T22:09:00.000-07:00

Dear H,

"Tell me how you've been,

Want to see your face again,

Cause I'm missing you.

Oh, its been a while,

Last time my heart felt this smile,

Its yearning for you.

Honestly, your love completes me completely.

...

You are my light when there is only dark.

You've been the one I can't be apart.

With you I know I'll never feel alone.

Someday I know we'll be together, soon.

Honestly, your love completes me completely."

- Melissa Polinar

-I know, I know... I said I don't believe in this stuff. But he's H !!

And I've Never Had A Taste Before, But Now You've Got Me Wanting More.

2010-04-02T09:19:00.000-07:00

"Boy, you know its bad when you do that,

But you don't care.

Holding out exactly what I want,

But you won't share.

...

And I've never had a taste before.

But now you've got me wanting more.

...

You're playing it cool. I know what you do. I feel like a fool.

But I would be feeling it anyway, cause nobody loves me.

You're messing around. I've figured you out. You're taking me down.

But I would be feeling it anyway, cause nobody loves me,

... like you do."

- Angel Taylor

All the words I can relate to except the last three. Obviously.

I HATE BOYS.

They always end up breaking you. (You meaning girls.)

Theres always that false hope.

I've given up on Fairytales & Happily Ever-Afters a long long time ago. Although I get those "I think I 'like' him" moments (a whole bloody lot), I usually say sayonara (Forgive the spelling. I'm not sure about this word.) to them by thinking "Yeah, right. Not in this lifetime."

...

I've actually been dubbed 'Heartless'. Yeah. A boy screamed it out loud when I made some comment about Christine risking her life for Raoul. I said "Girls, don't do that." Then he screamed, "You're heartless!!" But he said it with a smile and a laugh so maybe he wasn't really serious. But then again, I wouldn't totally disagree.

-Shout out to Edwin for being the best Boy-Friend in the world !!! Love you!

- I like that sentence..."Boy, you know its bad when you do that."

Now.

2010-03-30T06:19:00.000-07:00

My last post = History.

Its got nothing to do with my life now. Now, now, now...

How did my life go from a steady train to a circus ride?

The waves have come crashing down on me, trying to take me out to sea, and I'm waiting patiently for someone to fight them off.

*dum, dum, dum, di, dum, di, dum, dum*

... I like water. How random.

Not Again. Not You.

2010-03-25T04:59:00.000-07:00

I feel those snakes in my tummy making it feel empty, making it churn.
You do this to me without knowing so. I feel like this without wanting to.
It can't be. If I let myself, it'll be the end of any balance or sanity.
This isn't a love note, or a hate note.
Its a note saying you're making me feel things that aren't good. So stop.
Although, I don't want you to... Just Stop...

History Repeating Itself & This Time I'm The Witness !!

2010-03-23T07:33:00.000-07:00

What can I say?

Once a Bitch, Your Always Gonna Smell Like A Bitch.

Wow, this is just extremely funny. HA HA!!

Brings back memories... .

Don't people ever change. Or ever want to change. And for the better, maybe?

Guess not. Maybe some. But not many.

I should be surprised, yet I'm not.

It's the way the Earth goes round and never stops.

Whoa, for some reason its starting to rhyme...

The Invention Of Lies & Pain.

2010-03-18T10:13:00.000-07:00

Imagine a world without lies. That would just be down right horrendous. If we couldn't lie, what kind of peace could we have. The Invention Of Lying. That was one painful movie to watch. It wasn't boring, it wasn't super fun, and it sure wasn't the greatest movie ever. But watching a world where nobody lies is horrible. And when that one person starts to lie, everyone feels relieved -including myself. You see, Lying Isn't That Bad. In fact, Lying is a basic need for human survival. How funny.

Anyway, I walked into a wall today and hit my face. Thank God I didn't hit my nose. That would've been a tragedy. My left eye feels sore. I've never had a black eye so this could be one of those life experiences, that is if it starts to bruise.
How weird though, I had my glasses on and I still walked into a bloody wall. I've lived here for almost 2 and a half years and I can still manage to hit a wall!! I'm accident prone, that's all.
How sad.

Goodnight, World.

Okay, Okay, Okay,... What Shall I Blog About Today...

2010-03-07T07:39:00.000-08:00

What Shall I Blog About Today?... How bout' Today.
*This information is not written in order.

I saw Pasha Today.
I took a big nap today.
I went to the gym and ran till' my sweat glances lost all its water.
I waited in line to get that Huge Fried Chicken that Aswad bought that day. Bloody Chicken guy talks so much shitze.
Wanted to get a red cap but it was a total rip-off.
Talked to I Ching for exactly 23 minutes. Yes. She times us. Gosh!
Ate asam laksa for dinner.
Found out that My sister, mom and I actually have a 'Taking-Picture-Tradition" Its always Sarah, Mom, then Me.
Just talked to Elysa and shes worried about dear Asvad coz he's not picking up the phone.
My brother was annoying the shit out of me coz his phone got barred and some girls trying to call him and its just annoying.
I'm still sleepy after the long nap.
I've only studied Sejarah(a heck of a lot of Sejarah), Science & Math.
I made French Toast & Sausages for breakfast. Yeah, I made the time.
I called Arman and he had some weird Australian accent on:like... "heeyellow." and I froze.
I'm wasting time on this thing...
The second the bell rings on friday... I'M A FREE WOMAN!!!
I've still got tons of Projects to do. Screw This Shit.

Wow, I did a lot today.... And I've Got Loads More To Do.

Goodnight, World.

2010-02-07T04:09:00.000-08:00

You're neither friend nor foe, though I can't seem to let you go.

Stupid song.

God, Niro!!!

I wish I was in love with Aswad!!!

But iim not.

Bloody SHITZE LAH!!!!!

I Can't Stand This!!!!!! Life's a bitch. You're A Pain.

Owh Well.

SHANIA TWAIN!!!

My mind is soooooo craaaazy!!

Haha!! I just spoke to you and now im like... "uh.................................................."

Owh well!!!

Why?!!!!

2010-01-29T19:21:00.000-08:00

Ho I Ching !!!

Why In The World Haven't You Called Me?!!!

Issues...

2010-01-29T18:57:00.000-08:00

"Me And My Heart We Got Issues,

Don't Know If I Should Hate You Or Miss You.

Damn, I Wish That I Could Resist You,

Can't Decide If I Should Slap You Or Kiss You."

I find myself memorizing your every move and replaying them in my mind...

Enrique Iglesias Es Muy Caliente !!!

2010-01-16T21:24:00.000-08:00

Its in Spanish because he is just soooooo sexy!!!!

Today Is Shit.

2009-12-13T00:46:00.000-08:00

Before, I was reasonably happy. Before, I made tea for those who wanted. Before, I spent the day with Sam. Before, I was willing to listen. Before, hurt didn't feel so potent.

Right now, I Hate My Mom. Right now, I'm stuck with the Angel Of Music because Sam has been taken away. Right now, I'm drinking cold tea. Right now, hurt is stronger than ever. Right now, I'm pissed beyond repair. Right now, I'm not taking no crap from anyone.

Later, I'll be nagged by a mob. Later, I'll be forced to do things against my will. Later, I'll scream, Later, I'll say no. Later, I'll make tea for no one but myself. Later, I'll miss Sam terribly. Later, I'll sum up the day as another day of my life.

Today is shit.

Now I'm Blogging About It. UhOh!

2009-12-05T10:10:00.000-08:00

(I really have nothing else to blog about. And you might say " If you've got nothing to blog about - don't!!" But thats not happening.)

Team Jacward !!

(all this 'Team ...' stuff is starting to get irritating.)

I prefer the terms Mr. Smelly and Mr. Hunky.

Mr. Smelly looks pure nasty! Why would anyone do that to themselves? Why would Mr. Smelly do that to his die hard fans? Hes telling them its okay to be smelly!!! ( Hes already got a Miss Smelly following in his footsteps!!)

Mr. Hunky has his good looks.

Theres something funny about him. As he gets buffer, his eyes get smaller and smaller and he looks shorter and shorter.

He also tends to upset girls (just a little) coz' he can't seem to get with a girl that every fan loves. How sad.

Still, their one of the most popular people known to man in this day and age. Even my mom and dad notice them on the telly! Now, thats amazing.

I Thought I Was Grumpy This Morning,...

2009-12-01T21:41:00.000-08:00

...I Guess Thats All Changed !

I Hit The "Replay" Vein And It Got Stuck...

"Anything that's worth having

Is sure enough worth fighting for

Quiting's out of the question

When it gets tough, gotta fight some more."

...

Its amazing what a little reading can do in under 12 hours. Amazing.

A Chunk Of What My Brain Juice Is Working On.

2009-12-01T06:13:00.000-08:00

Sick Of Outside Company? YES! I can't take anymore people around me. I need to be alone.
My Personal Antidote: Tons of blasting-speaker music, Tons of books (the warm, dirty, sexy, satisfying kind of stuff), and movies & television that take minds to lands that don't exist.
Pretty depressing, you could say. Its totally better than having to face the real world.
And, just a little FY Informacion,... if your above 18 don't bother paying 9 quid to go see the 'Mona Lisa'. Its unbelievably small. Plus, you might just get a little stalker with a camera thrown in. Pretty freaky.
Don't get me wrong. I do like Paris. The best place would be outside Saint Denis's Church - great view.
And Now, I'm off to the 'warm & satisfying' book.

United Kingdom

2009-10-31T13:58:00.000-07:00

Ello there to all me fellow Malaysians!! I'm in the UK right now. Cardiff, Wales to be exact - visiting my cousin and some of her friends. I've been here almost a week and I've seen Cambridge (I Cannot Study There!), Oxford(Can't Study Here Either!), Warwick, Bath, Bristol, and a couple more places - can't really remember all of them. Not only am I on a trip to the UK,... I'm missing Finals!!! So, to all of you who are sitting home and studying: "HaHaHa!!!". I'll be back in three weeks just in time for New Moon!!!

Just a little message to my amigos, Ching & Ji: Its so quiet without you two! Watch New Moon with me when I get back and we can all go "Bella!" agaiiiin! And I'll bring home lots of chocs!

Warmth.

2009-10-22T03:20:00.000-07:00

His voice is so wonderful. So sexy. When he sings its as if all the ice is melting and the Sun is finally coming out. Its like melting chocolate. Its warm and welcoming. Man! Ronan Keating's songs are so beautiful!

Old Habits Die Hard.

2009-09-26T08:28:00.000-07:00

Giving up, rejecting, resenting,... all the moves we make by instinct. All the moves we take because our gut tells us to. But these moves only truly work when someone has the ability to build a wall around their hearts. Most of the time building a wall bottles up lots of pain, therefore the weak and forgiving put on temporary shields. And when this shield wares off, these people let go and forget. These people start to hope, start to let in, start to help. This is a mistake, but a mistake that has to be made to be able to understand why things were done the way they were before.

But that's only one side of old habits...

For some, attention and power are what contributes to betrayal and disloyalty. Using others to get what they want. Then to try and make them jealous with what they've gotten. To do it once and never again is forgivable. But to do it again is a regrettable mistake.

(Just a little note to a little someone who just happens to understand my little situation here: I might have done something wrong and for that I have apologized many times. You came to me for help and I gave it to you when no one else would. No questions asked. I knew the consequences and I was warned, but I took the risk. But even though you've turned your back on me, I don't regret my decision. If anything, I'm happy to have done so. To be able to see true colours. What you could have possibly taken from me can be replaced. What you think you can make me feel, think again. You can try to play games, just know that I can play too. And I appreciate the invite. ;) )

"Sir-Lump-Mart-Hairy-Rare-Year"

2009-09-22T02:01:00.000-07:00

Raya was extremely boring. Having barely any family around sucks. All I've done is watch Television. I can't wait to see how next year turns out.
I also can't wait for the end of next month! Holiday!!! Hopefully I get to meet Prince Harry. And if I'm lucky... Rob Pattinson (Not that hes hot or anything like that. I just want an autograph.).

So Tired.

2009-09-10T07:07:00.001-07:00

I'm so sleepy! I can barely open my eyes. I pay Zero attention in classes. I don't think I've ever cared less about the things that happen around me. I could fall asleep right now. Goodnight...

2009-09-10T05:52:00.000-07:00

♥

Destiny

2009-09-02T02:10:00.000-07:00

"...

And As For The Question Of Destiny,

All I Know Is When Destiny Really Wants To Accomplish Something,

It Can't Do It Alone.

You Still Have To Go To That Restaurant,

You Still Have To Show Up,

...

You Still Have To Build A Bridge,

To The One You Love."

Charlie Bellow

Road Trip.

2009-09-01T05:48:00.000-07:00

Had one of the best weekends ever!
Went out with the cousins. Celebrated sister's 9th birthday. Got into a Beetle and went to get movies at midnight. Spent a whole hour while waiting for food to bring back before going home. Watched movies till dawn. Had pulut and curry for sahur after ten minutes of sleep then went back to sleep.
Slept like a mouse stuck in a cave with a bear but I guess the feeling of jet lag would ware off soon.
My eyes are so tired.

Superman.

2009-09-01T05:40:00.000-07:00

I Love Superman.

Smallville is officially the second awesome-est TV series I have ever watched.(I'm not sure what No.1 is yet). Clark Kent is so awesome!!! Problem is he doesn't wear a suit. Darn. That would be extra cool... and weird.

Pissed Beyond Repair.

2009-08-27T20:44:00.000-07:00

Niroshan De Silva Is A Dingbat!

Message In A Bottle...(or on a blog)

2009-08-26T23:45:00.000-07:00

If you've seen how many times Nicholas Sparks has made me cry,... you'd think I'm a leaking bottle.

Its amazing how a movie can bring a book to life. I've watched three out of four of the movies that were based on the books Nicholas Sparks has written. And with every movie, I have shed tears without fail.

His stories are told in ways that make you want to love, want to cry when you're sad, smile when you're happy.

He makes me want to be able to live by the beach someday, just so I can listen to the waves crash into the sand and smell the salt in the air.

God! I am so mushy!!!

'I Love You, Beth Cooper.'

2009-08-21T06:51:00.000-07:00

"I Love You, Beth Cooper"

Awesome movie. So funny. Who knew someone could have such a huge nose?(Mine is big, but you could use the term 'Parrot' for his!) Who knew driving as recklessly as Beth Cooper existed? Who knew parents could be so freaky when they're alone?

Officially the best part of the day. So Funny!! Great movie. Definitely a Must-Watch.

Not The Way Things Should Be.

2009-08-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

How could I have been so horrible? How could I have let myself get that far? How could I betray someone else that badly?!

Insanity. Disgust. Hatred. Insanity.

How can someone so freaky make you feel different towards them? Even if its for a split second and that feeling was soon forever lost,... how can it be allowed?!

I could hurl right now.

FREEDOM

2009-08-20T06:25:00.000-07:00

OXYGEN IS BEAUTIFUL!

no more tests. aah...

no more tests for me till next year.

Europe, here I come!

I can read Harry Potter and watch the Tivo as I wish!

I've been waiting for this day since the beginning of the year.

I Am So Sleepy. I've had so little sleep in the past 4 days.

I OFFICIALLY HATE KINGS FROM THE 20th CENTURY.

they can't pick better names! they keep using the same ones over and over and over again. some even change their biological names to something that sounded like the name of the king before.

BLOODY TESTS.

2009-08-16T01:27:00.000-07:00

I HATE EXAMS.

Hate, Hate, Hate exams. I don't want to study right now! I've actually got other things on my mind! Like Television and playing music.

I DON'T WANT TO STUDY.

BLOODY TESTS.

I WANT TO KILL. I WANT TO STAB A PILLOW. I WANT TO WATCH THE TIVO. I WANT TO SLEEP. I WANT TO WATCH CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY, PENN BADGLEY, TOM WELLING AND CHUCK BASS(I FORGOT HIS REAL NAME).

In With The New.

2009-08-14T00:20:00.000-07:00

*Twilight Dolls For Sale!!*

This is ridiculous. Man have found a new way to make money from Twilight. They made dolls! Totally mental.

That was number 1. Number 2 is,...

I Wanna Watch: One Tree Hill, Smallville, The Last International Playboy, The Proposal, Greys Anatomy, Bones, Kyle XY, Gossip Girl.... and other shows I've forgotten about. And I want them now.

3rd, My Limewire doesn't work.

4th, I have exams in exactly 3 days and I have not studied.

and 5th, I want to kiss Chad Michael Murry.

( 'Australian Looking Guy' is absolutely gorgeous! He was fighting with that girl again and he started crying and I think he caught me looking. And he has beautiful hair. I still want to touch it! )

What Is The Bloody Problem?

2009-08-12T00:43:00.000-07:00

Sorry to disappoint, but I'm not the type to run away because a group of super duper big headed girls think my reputations going down the drain.
My reputation wasn't very big anyway.
The thought of chucking a friend just because a clique doesn't like it is disgusting. I'm not that desperate for some publicity that will ware off just as fast as it came along. So what if I'm better known than some of the people I hang with? So what if my best friend just happens to be the guy that attracts attention from girls? So what if the people I talk to aren't loved by the whole student body? I'm going to be me. And if these people have a problem with that, I couldn't care less.
People make mistakes. And sometimes these mistakes can hit a nerve and hurt others. But those who have made the mistake have to have the decency to say they were wrong. And those who were hurt have to make an effort to forgive. Forgetting may be impossible, but forgiving isn't.

I can't believe stupidity like this even happens. These people are such horrid bird brains!

Awesome-est Riddle Ever. (Part 2)

2009-08-12T00:42:00.000-07:00

The answer is...

spider.

Awesome-est Riddle Ever. (Part 1)

2009-08-07T08:38:00.000-07:00

Harry Potter is Awesome.

Check out this riddle. It's really good. Decipher it.

Your answer is in one word.

Firstly, a person who lives in disguise,
Who tells secrets but naught lies,
Secondly, the last thing to mend,
The middle of middle, and the end of end,
Lastly, name me a sound often heard,
During the search of a hard-too-find word,
Then, string them all together,
And name me a creature you would not want to kiss?

You'd probably get it. I was extremely Slow.

I'll post the answer later.

'Red' and 'Green'.

2009-08-03T01:47:00.000-07:00

Love, Love, Love Them

*this post consists of two people who's names are to be left anonymous.
*one will be known as 'Red' and the other will be 'Green'.

'Red' and 'Green'. I love them both very much. They both have things I need. And I have things they need. I am very close to both of them although they are not close to each other.

'Green' can easily be considered my best friend. And I don't just call anyone my best friend. 'Green' is the smartest, kindest, craziest person I know. 'Green's always there for me and we have so much fun!!! Part of the reason why I haven't gone into depressed mode in a while.

'Red' and I have been friends for a while now. For all I know, I'm in love with 'Red'. 'Red's the best, most of the time. The one to get me laughing, and the one who tells me somethings wrong. And also the one to tell me to stay away from things that are wrong (I'm talking about situations and people. Not drugs or cigarettes.) I ,too, do the same for 'Red'. The thing about 'Red' and I is no matter how much we may fight or hate at times, we always find ways to forgive and forget.

Theres no one like them. And they rock!

Squash!

2009-08-01T20:31:00.000-07:00

I played my but off this morning. It's only 11.30 in the morning and I've been up for 3 hours and taken a bath. I've been red faced for an hour or so and I'm starving!

Apart from that, it seems to be quiet an ordinary morning. Moms already ranting, brothers already wining, Sisters scratching her head and looking like shes about to cry, other sister is kind of invisible, dads beating the world record for 'Longest Bath Ever Taken', and I'm in my room - blogging.

Laters going to be a different kind of 'Sunday Afternoon In The Iqbal House'. We're goin out for a little lunch with my mom's brother and his daughter, my cousin. They live in Ireland, so this is the second time I remember them being here.

I guess thats all.

I Wanna Know You...

2009-07-31T02:09:00.000-07:00

WHO ARE YOU?

Gosh! That smile. It's crazy. And the way he plays with his hair! It makes me want to touch it!

I've seen him around for quit some time but it never hit me as hard as the last time. Whenever he comes to mind I feel a wave of electric flow through me.

I went red the last time I saw him. Man, that was so embarassing.

The one chance there was to me getting to know who he was,... and I missed it. Seriously, if this isn't bad luck, I don't know what is.

Sore Fingertips.

2009-07-30T03:58:00.000-07:00

The reason to why my fingers hurt:

A Guitar.

Love, love, Love playing it. A month of it and I can actually play. With no classes! 6 years of the piano and I know squat. (Well, a little more than squat).

Problem is I've been playing it so much my fingers hurt. And apparently that's suppose to happen. Ouch!

My dad gave me that guitar. You probably can't see,... but theres a huge scratch on one of the corners. And a huge dent somewhere else.

The Sidekick !!!

2009-07-26T04:36:00.000-07:00

Harry Potter !!! I am officially a fan. I use to think Harry Potter was complicated and only read by nerds. Well, I was wrong. Its not complicated at all! Maybe it is for nerds, but would a nerd know hes a nerd? So screw that point. Anyway, for those who just follow the movies, you might not understand what I'm about to say. You might think this is insanity.

...

Falling in love with book characters. Hah! Stupid don't you think? Well, I've done it... 6 times before. So here's the 7th...: Ron Weasley. Yes. The Red Head from Harry Potter. Now you're probably thinking "Yup! Shes lost it. That guy? Seriously? But hes....Well, not very good looking." Yes. Maybe I am crazy... to you. I happen to think hes the most interesting character in the book. Sarcastic, Funny, Stupid,... Funny. All my favourites.

Ron Rocks !!!

Michael, Michael...

2009-07-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU SO BAD !!!

I know, I know. You think I'm talking about Michael J. Jackson. Well, I'm not. I know he died. Yes, I am saddened by it, too. But hes not the only 'Michael J. .....' who died. I've lost, yet, another Michael. My favourite Michael...

Michael J. Scofield.

2005 - 2009

No more of those beautiful eyes. No more of that beautiful voice. No more of that Smile!

I'll miss you, Michael. Always!

Wentworth Earl Miller, who plays Michael, however, is still alive. And hes Gorgeous!

There is always an upside when it comes to him! ;)

My Sexy Men!

2009-07-01T01:43:00.000-07:00

Way back when...

2009-06-30T05:00:00.000-07:00

Oldies are taking over my world !!!
Okay, maybe their not that old. But the Beatles and Bee Gees are considered old, aren't they? Mandy Moore, however, is not. Nicholas Sparks is not old but he writes old which I find extremely awesome!

Movies I suggest:

The Notebook. (Get the book!)

A Walk To Remember. (The book for this one too. I broke down in tears while watching this!
Across The Universe. (Great Beatles renditions.)

...their awesome, awesome, awesome!!!

...and the extremely sexy Jason Behr !!!

Man, hes sexy !!! 35 ain't that old, is it? Owh well!

Xuan...

2009-06-26T00:59:00.000-07:00

Xuan Wong !!!

I Cannot Believe He Left Me To Die.
Not actually 'Die', But you know what i mean.

3 days. 3 bloody days he doesn't come to school! That's what he does! I could just die! My best friend left me at school to die! My laughing buddy! Seriously, I need him to make me laugh.
I Ching and I have been suffering. Being left with Pasha. And what has he been doing at home? Watching the best TV series ever - which he borrowed from me. And all he does is calls me once a day to tell me "That was so sad! I nearly cried." Then tells me hes got to go and watch some more!

Xuan, if you're reading this, please call me and give me the bloody updates! I know you think Maria is Hot and you don't want to tear your eyes away, but please!!! I love Max too, you know!

If he doesn't show up on Monday, he'll have problems when he does come back.
Seriously.

What If...

2009-06-07T21:57:00.000-07:00

What if humans weren't the only living, breathing, thinking organism out there? What if we lived amongst others that aren't from the same place we're all from? What if there could be a whole different form of life out there? Would I want to be a part of it?

Yes. Why? I don't know.
Maybe just having humans isn't enough for me. I want something more.
Alien. Vampire. Why not? Why live life without an adventure? Maybe its dangerous. Maybe its against mother nature.
But, I still want it. I can't sleep. I can't breathe. Until I that someone, or something, is resting here with.
Maybe, just maybe, it could be the best thing that could possibly happen to me.

Okay, Maybe I'm delirious. Maybe all those books I've read and those shows I've watched has gotten to me. But how can I stop thinking about something else that could be? Something I'd love to be a part of. Something I'd Love.

Maybe I've completely lost it. But who would know?... Not me.

I need something more.

Need To Breathe...

2009-06-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

Okay, I'll say it.

I. Am. A. Huge. Twilight. Fan.

Huge doesn't even cut it. Enormous would be a little closer. But still,not enough. Jake looks so Hunky! Hes just so... mouthwatering. Hehe.

I cannot wait to watch!

American Idol: Oh My!!

2009-05-21T02:19:00.000-07:00

Adam Lambert didn't win!!!

Okay, so maybe it wasn't such a shocker, but Adam is still extremely talented and he is so cool! With all the dark eye-shadow, mascara, black nail-polish and tight leather pants!

The night before the finale was awesome for both of them, Adam and Kris, but I think Adam did better. As Simon said, "A Million Percent (1 000 000%) Adam!!" .

Adam did one of my favourites from him, 'Mad World'. How I wish Kris would have sang 'Falling Slowly' instead of 'Ain't No Sunshine'.

The song 'No Boundaries' written by Kara DioGuardi didn't exactly fit either one of them, and the lyrics weren't all that great.

Maybe it was a good thing Adam didn't win. My reasons: Well, first off, he won't have to sing Kara's song [yay!!]. Second, he can do things differently than an 'American Idol would. And Lastly, Adam rocks, winner or second place.

Disappointment, not as much as before. I still have a bloody headache that has been going on for almost 6 hours now.

Lisa Likes Kris Allen,

But, LOVES Adam Lambert!

Hectic May.

2009-05-19T03:12:00.000-07:00

Exams and Birthdays!!
I forgot to wish both Dania and Elysa on their birthdays!! How horrible am I?! Plus, their birthdays are one after the other. Darn. I hope I don't forget Iman's!!
I had the first day of exams and the written part in the Malay language test was shockingly easy! And my History and Math are getting along really well. As for the rest of those annoyingly unimportant but have-to-be-tested-on subjects such as PE and other subjects that ask unimportant question like 'What is this pipe made of?' or 'How does a toilet function?', I'm totally slacking.
Have you ever heard of a 'PE exam' in an advanced country, like in America for example?! I know this isn't America but, Come On!
Why can't the Minister Of Education just come to his senses and cancel those bloody useless waste-of-time tests?! I mean, whose going to need 'Ways to do push ups for different sexes' when all that matters is how strong your arms are?!

I'm Inspired.

2009-05-14T02:55:00.000-07:00

This is a really great cover of Gabe Bondoc's 'Gentlemen Don't' done by

AJ Rafael

I'm sure you'll all love it.

Timothy...

2009-05-12T03:04:00.000-07:00

The handsome, sweet, not racist, smart, interesting, Fairytale from the North Shore of Australia.
Ugh !!!

Bryan Greenberg...

2009-05-06T02:54:00.000-07:00

Bryan Greenberg... I'm in love.

Banana Pancakes in the Midnight Sun...

2009-05-04T08:42:00.000-07:00

Well, thank you Shahirah and Pasha !!! You guys made my day.

I'm reading a draft on Midnight Sun [which sucks because its only a Draft and I have a feeling Stephenie Meyer isn't going to finish]. Yes, I am crazy. Why I'm doing this to myself? I don't know. I have sucked myself into the world of 'The Edward Cullen Craze', yet again. I can't stop babbling about it. I find myself thinking of it whenever I'm consciously thinking, and I'm sure I do think about it when I'm daydreaming. Stop! I can't take this! Not again.

On the other hand, the song Pasha had been singing during class is now stuck in my head although i don't know the words well. Its cheery but a little slower than I hoped it would be.

I love the way these two things mix. All that Comes to my mind now is Edward Cullen, Edward Cullen, Edward Cullen. Then Banana Pancakes, Banana Pancakes, Banana Pancakes [not that I'm hungry].

Dreams & Reality .

2009-05-02T08:05:00.000-07:00

I hadn't slept so well in a long time.
I've never met him before. At least I think I haven't. He just seemed so familiar. As if I'd known him my whole life. Tall, dark and has sisters. And hes younger than me. What I want to know is... for a start, His name. Then how he looks. Its hard not knowing how he looks. Who is he? Why is he?

...

Waking up sucks. Having no school would usually perk things up a little. But, no. Mums screaming, dads not there, sisters getting all bitchy, the brother won't stop talking and the younger one... well she isn't doing anything. Its freaking 9:30 in the morning! I want to sleep! ...
I'm waiting for the phone to ring although I know it'll never happen. Homework, neh. Book... okay. My rooms a bloody mess !!!

Boys with Girlfriends

2009-04-29T02:16:00.000-07:00

I don't know him, but I want him.

There he was again, Smiling.

I would have stood there and kept staring... but with the sudden thought of him looking in my direction and noticing my eyes locked onto his face, I tore my eyes away from that beautiful figure.

Theres something about him I just can't quite explain.
Is it his smile? Or maybe his eyes? I wouldn't know.

Apart from his name and his age...and his plate number, I don't know much about him.

But the one thing I do know,(well, the one thing I think I know), Is there might be a 'she' in his life.
Its not that I really care, and I am NOT jealous,...but that look she gives! God, its annoying.

Anyway, I might be wrong.

All I hope for is to be able to see that smile tomorrow, and the day after.

It can't be too much to ask, can it?